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Boys Kissing..is like WHOA
Boys in Eyeliner is Hot Like Whoa 2I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic
^Will^
Name | Nichole
Nickname | Niki,Tater Tot
Age | 17
Birthdate | May 18
Location | La Belle
Food | Chinese and French Fires
Colors | Hot Pink and Black
Likes | Music, Shows, Parties, Hanging out, My Crew, Road Trips, Pittsburgh, etc...
Listens To | Punk, Pop Punk, Emo, Screamo, Ska, Hard Rock
Bands | Better Off Dead,Punchline,Open 24 Hours,Lemon Yellow,Berlin Project,MCR,FATA,Spitalfield,Saosin,Silverstein,
Anberlin,AWIJ,Almost Cool,SF,Hidden In Plain View,Brand New,TBS,TSL,CTS,Estrela,FOB,Finch,HIM,Kill Hannah,Nimh,
Piebald,Plain White Tees,Distorted Penguins,Stomp Brigade,
SOTY,Yellowcard,Outkast,Tabula Rasa,The Ataris,Vendetta Red,The Early November,The june spirit,Clearview,Padlock..So many More...
AIM | Crazy4awij
Boys Kissing is Radd
Sometimes,I Think Id Be BETTER OFF DEAD!
The line has been drawn, and the question is, "what side are you on?" We will stand up to you. We won't take the fall. We will fight back. Fall. We'll fight, we'll fight back.
They say time heals everything. So take all this pain. I don't want it anymore. It's just too much for one to endure. Take a look into these eyes and tell me what you see. A life that's filled, filled with tragedy. I can still hear the sounds of our footsteps running through the night, the night. The cracks in these streets, I still remember, like the back of my hand. I still remember those summer nights, those summer nights, as the moonlight paints the ground and it casts a shadow on this cursed town. The damage we've done to this town still remains. The cracks in these streets run deeper than you think. I can still hear the sounds of our footsteps running through the night, the night. The cracks in these streets, I still remember, like the back of my hand. I still remember. They say time heals everything. But maybe it will only take that one person I seemed to have lost along the way, just that one person who seemed to endure so much. My tears, my laughter, my friends, my love, my life. So take this pain, I don't want it anymore. No more. So take my life, I don't need it anymore.
We <3 Will Pizza hehe
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Dec 10, 2003
What i want for Christmas
Posted at 01:04 am by LostinStars
Dec 6, 2003
iam sorry all the good times ive had with my blog its time to move on..I have an LJ now...the link is www.livejournal.com/users/riversxofxwhenx if that doesnt work just msg me on AIM(Crazy4awij) i mite still post in here every once in a while>..XoXo...
Posted at 04:03 pm by LostinStars
Lanekas trying to fine me a live journal code..yayaya thanks laney....:)...thats all for now ;)
Posted at 03:28 pm by LostinStars
Dec 5, 2003
Yeaa Buddy look outside..fucking right...SNOW....so today..wasnt good...nope..can i explain,would u like to listen?Well here it goes...three years ago today...alex was killed in a car accident..iam not going into details coz ill seriously bawl my eyes out even more than i already have...so.and it had to SNOW today..the ice is what cozed alexs accident..my brother comes home from work today and was like i almost died in a car accident today i swear..not realizin what the day was then it hit him..he just had that look on his face..so...i cried..
other than that..we made a few runs i saw my TWIN jessica tonite..i missed her...:) and i met Mollykins!!!Kool chic..i saw Blake and Sheepers too..so nice to seem them all...Mr.Wiggles got her computer in her room today..i talked to Laneka today..:-/...good conversation..Old Ladys with Minivans and Snow Plows hahah....I talked to Dave...i dont think i was good..i want to apolgize for what i said..i didnt mean it.....it probly didnt hurt him much tho..but i do care about him more than i think i should..gosh..ok thats it..i wanna say hi to Marker,MR.Wiggles and Haley coz i kno their reading this..XOXO guys!!
Current Music-Vendetta Red-The Long Good Bye
Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want
And don't take this from me
crucifixDoll miz: you dont need money for a tree, you go in the ghetto melrose hill woods and pluck one out lol
I Love Miz!!!HAHAH!
I Love U...But u broke my heart
Posted at 11:23 am by LostinStars
Dec 4, 2003
We have to keep our heads up
What do you do when all your hope is lost in this world how many times can you fall. And these are the days that I swore that I would never give up on you..
Better Off Dead
rocks mi socks...:)....Ok well mom got me up around 12 today to clean..so we cleaned..that was fun..Ernnnttt...i didnt move shit in my room AGAIN so maybe tomorrow....:-/
Um..Mom made cookies..their good :)..u can tell its close to xmas moms baking its cool tho :) i like cookies!!!Then Kris and Gary Got home..i havta do the dishes each nite..but if the sponge isnt on the sink i flip..and it wasnt tonite and garys like here find the sponge ur self and have five bucks i was like fucking a...thats cool..coz i need money to go to Jacksonville this summer so $5 helps alittle..but then kris is like run to exxon with me..i bought Chex Mix,Skittles and Vanilla coke..so fucking stupid me wont have money for jaxs iam telling ya..so iam starting to save change..hahaha...iam a loser...so then me and jess are looking at pictures of Guys Kissing..its hot..Iam telling ya...Got haley hooked on it to ;)!!!
HI HALEY i kno shes reading this..hehe..umm what else...Markers sending me his FIRST song.YAYAY....oh talked to Dave i think haleys right..hes playing games with my head..i also talked to marc today..thats with a C not a K... haha..oh Gary brought this copier home..dumb me burnt my finger tryin to fix it..haha..like whoa it hurt...but ne ways..ill probly end up posting a longggg entry tomorrow nite..coz Tomorrows the anniversary of Alexs death...so..iam not gonna be a happy go lucky person tomorrow ALL day..so if i seem all...depressed and upset..thats why...I Miss Him..Alex ur truely missed...:(...ok..so whatelse...um..i think thats it for now..maybe ill post later;)
Current Music- Better Off Dead-Finding Realization
Posted at 11:42 pm by LostinStars
Dec 3, 2003
Forgive me Father,Why should you bother...
This is another one of the entrys where i just read Markers blog...and it made me cry..again....Id like to throw in...that my father wasnt there to play in the snow with me or he wasnt there to teach me how to ride a bike..BUT i did have my big brother..and now....i just dont kno who i have..i feel so alone.....everythings againist nichole...my brother was on that kick tonite that i need to get a job coz i sleep all day..iam soo fucking sorry iam a mess up..and iam sorry i was ever born..and iam sorry iam not PERFECT........God...i love to vent in this.....only if someone read it...maybe ill go back to school..ok maybe i wont..i want to go to those classes for my GED...but its kinda hard when MOM doesnt have a car...FUCKER....i hate it...ghesh...
Now Matts not talking to me..what did i do to him..Daves not talking to me.,.he wont tell me whats wrong....I did talk To Blair Today...Thank god for Blair..coz if it werent for him right now id be dead...him and marker...and JESSA..I heart Her :) shes the best...ok thats it for this entry...xOxO
Current Music-Brand New-The Boy who blocked his own shot
Posted at 10:42 pm by LostinStars
Rewind,coz your never gonna get me...
Padlock rocks my socks...ok ne ways this is the first entry for today...not really much going on...stuff running threw my head....but thats it..i didnt get up till around 3 today...depressed i figured id be better off sleeping the day away...so thats what i did :)....didnt help...woke up with Him on my mind....i cant help it...hes just there...always...hes not going anywhere..sometimes i wish it would all fade away....or maybe ill wake up...becoz its all a dream...but its not...so its there...ok whatelse...gram went to the doctors today..i wish i knew what was going on..moms not home to tell me..:-/...i know theres something wrong again...whatelse...Once again it feels like Me and Jessa are fading away from each other..i cant live without her...I Heart My Jessa.....:(....um Todays Cherishs bday..HAPPY BIRFDAY CHERISH!!!!so thats it for now..ill post more later coz i know theres gonna be more drama before the nites over.....
Hi Fi Yogi: are those Padlock?
hahah My away msg way"You've Fucked up everything i had" which is Padlock Lyrics which is MARCS old band..and i love padlock..and i wanted to say this oh oh are u jealous coz i love padlock??iam suck a bitch..XOXO <3Marc Cox<3
7:18 Pm..time for another update...Talking to Blair..hes cleared up alot of stuff for me..thank god for my Blairness....Talking to Willis 2...He says we suck coz we have no lives..haha its soo True...Blair mite b home for the TBP show..Jumps around..iam tryin to make Willis to go..not working so far.....talked to Dave,he wouldnt tell me what his problem was last nite..i kinda know....but..i dont want to get into that anymore..iam so sick of fighting with people..and having people jealous and mad becoz of something..
Well I havta tell PBJ to book Better Off Dead...Coz WILL said so haha..i Heart Will..hes so awesome...hehe...ok well iam gonna talk to Nate now..coz i need to..and ill post again...later!
Posted at 04:42 pm by LostinStars
Dec 2, 2003
A Phone Call Id rather no receive...
Ok Ive rewrote this a million times today...so..this is the last time.
My Xmas present came...its a fucking rad stereo.....mom let me play my punchline cd on it...its LOUD....talked to Halely about Dave like always..I Heart her...talked to my jessa...hah BONER!!!so heres what i wanna get to..
Daves JEALOUS>..yes JEALOUS...of Matt..or atleast thats the way it seems...i should be jealous..dave has a girlfriend...GOD DAMMIT...I hate people...so now hes pissed and wont talk to me...FUCK..Matt lives in IOWA...they have CORN there..yes..so iam so confused about everything..on and John G said in the chat..Marc Cox is here.:) made me smile..hehe....and i wanna see Blair...iam glad its December..so hopefully he comes home..id be happy if i went to the TBP show and BLAIR was there..Id cry all nite..id be a happy cry coz id be HAPPY for once..in my life...since he lefted..There Dave if ur gonna be Jealous of someone it should be BLAIR..NOT MATT...oh my god...i wanna cry..so iam gonna go be an EMO KID..and cry mi self to sleep..or yell at dave..yup sounds good..I wish blair would get on..XOXO!
Current Music-Brand New-Mixed Tap
Posted at 09:56 pm by LostinStars
I wish i didnt read that......
I wish i didnt read his info....god.....i cant even write how i feel right now..i wanna break down and cry....and...it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt hang out with him at the show..:-/ MANNN...ok ne ways...i asked archie why he wasnt @ the show for Tonis bday...his answer...he had to work..he didnt try to call jessas cell to say happy birthday...FUCKER...I HATE GUYS SOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW..yes i do..except marker..coz hes always there...ok well thats it for now..iam thinking of going back to bed
Posted at 04:09 pm by LostinStars
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